Brain dump!

1.  I am not lying when I say Avery has turned me into a huge Star Wars fan.  We bought him several character encyclopedias that have way more information than even I want to know or car about knowing.  However know more than I did has helped me understand the story.

 1a.  Now that I have finally watched episode II and III and understand all of it I can't stop thinking about it.  I almost hate to admit this but episodes III and VI now make me emotional.  Episode III is where Anikin Skywalker becomes Darth Vader.  He is naive in thinking that by doing so he can save his love Padme from death.  However his turning into Vader is what kills her.... and the scene where he kills innocent children.... my heart stopped.  It made me feel weird because I knew he becomes Vader and yet it was like I did not know the story.  Then in episode VI Vader sacrifices himself to save his son, that he never even knew.... ok sorry I'm officially a nerd...

1b.   Ok so these encyclopedias we got Avery... they don't tell you how to pronounce the strange names of people or planets.  I am in the dark!  Then I end up going to bed with some of the names in my head! 

2.  ROAD CONSTRUCTION!!!!!! *&%#!   EVERY way I can go (that makes sense) to take Miles to therapy there is road construction!   I mean it will be nice, but ALL AT ONCE?  COME ON!

3. In 11 days I will have a Kindergartener and a 1st grader!  I want to cry already.  I can't believe my baby will be in 'big boy school'.  He's probably ready but I'm not.  It's different than last year when Avery went.  Since April 2012 Miles has been in the preschool program.  I have become comfortable with him there and now it is all different.  He is now in elementary school.  This is the first time we will be dealing with IEPs and other things at this level.  I do like the people at the school so far. 

4. I am a little mad that the school district decided not to have early release Wednesday this year.  I was relying on that time for therapy for Miles.  Also they don't have the whole week off for Thanksgiving break this year. :(


5. Negative attitudes, negativity, and too much complaining eats my soul.

6.  I wish when I am somewhere by myself and I hear a child screaming I didn't think it was mine.  Especially because I know what he sounds like and he does not sound like that child. 

7. I think my brain is dumped for now.  I can't remember all I've been thinking.  Maybe I'll have more later.